The problem with telling anyone what you are working on is that when you are ME, and like to change your mind often or are your own worse critic, you are prone to starting over. In this particular case I have scrapped three potential works in progress because, well, I don’t like em! *blinks*
You heard it from Mimi first, I hated what I had already written. Oh and no, I wasn’t a thousand words into it or even ten at this stage, I’m talking close to thirty thousand hard fought words per EACH PROJECT that are now sitting in a file entitled: Meh maybe. Round that to 90,000 words and I had a novel written already. Ah the joys of being Mimi…
I’m not a fast writer so you can equate this as lost man hours. Hours that are very hard to come by, let me toss that tidbit in there for yah. I’m a wife and mother, with one of my children a child that has special needs, so when I get the home front primed so I can sit down and do my thang—to scrap these works is somewhat heart rending.
However it’s not the end of the world. Just maybe the world I was trying to build but hey…
I figured if I don’t love the world I’m trying to write about, or cannot connect to the characters and breathe that breath of life into them that makes others care, then what’s the point?
Three attempts at one theme and getting no place very fast was enough wasted head space, effort and time. Now that those attempts are gone—I never really say gone—I usually recycle and dissect and reanimate characters (hmmm maybe I do need to write a zombie story) well now that I’ve set those attempts to the side, it’s left me with re-planning and rethinking what I want to convey within the theme I have in mind. Is it a series or is it a stand alone book? What type of setting and what can I do without? Do I even want to try this yet again?
To answer that last question, I have a few things to sort out and I am still determined *cue party horns and confetti* to keep working on my premise.
Mackenzie Dominants Three is looking very promising and the words are flowing in that regard so yay me, goal one of two seems to be on track. However it never fails that the minute I update you on my progress well you know what happens, I get stalled. *lips pursed* Still it’s happening, so no shortage of ideas in that world! 😛
Well this check in was just a chat and drop by for now. Sooner or later I’ll have some really good goods for you.
Until next letter,